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On A Nostalgia Trip

Yesterday I had some free time so I got out my box of DVD’s and dug up the first two spanking DVD’s that Shadowlane produced in the latter part of the 1980s. The videos in question are Tony and Eve – A College Fantasy and Temptations By Eve.

If you have read this blog for any length of time then you already know that Tony and Eve – A College Fantasy (my review) has always been my favorite spanking film, and it remains so to this day. The first time that I bought this film, roughly, was around 1989/1990. Out of courtesy to Shadowlane I will add that in regards to quality, this film is not reflective of Shadowlane’s current high standard of video quality. It was filmed in 1986, long before even the common man could own a high definition camera. In fact now that I think of it, with the video editing software that I have for my Youtube channel, I wonder if I can improve the quality of the video?

It’s funny that I mention Youtube actually. When I first started out on Youtube I had read a very important article regarding the quality of videos. The expert writing the article had said that you can get away with a lower quality video, just as long as the audio is high quality. However, you cannot get away with a high quality video if the audio is sub standard. That is the reason why to me the video quality of Tony and Eve is insignificant. What matters most is the dialogue exchanged between the two of them, the spankings themselves, and, it is rarely said like this, the mischievous imp that is Eve Howard. The pacing of the film is astonishing, none of this wham, bam, thank you ma’am type of spanking, the film is completely about the interactions between two people. Don’t get me wrong, the spankings themselves are awesome, I think ‘Sound’ is an appropriate description for them.

Do you want to see the current selection of high quality videos from Shadowlane? Then look no further than right here. SHADOWLANE STORE.

When I came to America I had all of these wonderful spanking thoughts and dreams, but whenever I would see or read about spanking in the UK it always seemed to be done in a cold, uncaring environment. Everything had to be the cane, the absolute cane and nothing but the cane. It didn’t reach the fantasies that I had by any stretch of the imagination.

One of the first videos that I purchased in America was a Nuwest title called ‘Out of the closet’. It starred Eve Howard and Tony Elka along with Ed Lee and Michelle. The first spanking was Eve over Michelle’s lap, then Eve and Michelle are spanked simultaneously over the laps of both men. Finally, Michelle gets the hairbrush from Ed in a scene that I couldn’t even watch. Quite likely you won’t find a harder hairbrush spanking on video, which, unfortunately for me is the polar opposite of what I seek to watch. It goes along with that cold, uncaring environment that I spoke of earlier.

On my next trip to the spanking store, Kinematics (quite likely the next day back then, lol) I found another video featuring Eve Howard. This time it was the above named Tony and Eve – A College Fantasy. Now had the severity of ‘Out of the closet’ been severe right from the get go for every spanking, quite likely I would have never bought Tony and Eve. But I had seen something that I liked that I wanted to see more of.

Now I have heard from both Tony and Eve regarding the quality of the older videos compared to today’s videos, and in fact Tony and I had many a conversation about it at spanking parties over the years. I really do understand where they are coming from, but I hope that Tony understood before he passed away just how important that video was to a great many of us. A spanking film with oodles of levity in it, it was exactly what we had all dreamed of seeing.

I would even go as far as to say that the film completely changed my life. Back then I thought about spanking 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, but up until that point I had never seen what I had wanted to see in a spanking film. Nuwest had given glimpses of it for years, certainly from the old fashioned spanking point of view. Shadowlane on the other hand, why it was like they put their hand into your mind and said “I think this is what you want”. Man alive how true they were, it was everything that I had ever dreamed of and hoped for. Are Shadowlane responsible for Richard Windsor emigrating to America? No!! However, they are a huge part of WHY I wanted to move to America. Their vision is exactly the same vision that I had and wanted, and dare I say craved. Back then spanking was my everything, and I finally found what I had always hoped for. I never wanted to leave America after that, and save for an enforced 18 month residency in the UK between 1992 and 1994, I have been here since 1988 having spent 6 months here in 1987.

Nostalgia is good!! I lost my way in the spanking world a couple of years ago, mostly because of the personal trauma that I had to endure when all of my family passed away one after the other. It even got to a point where someone completely turned me off of spanking. Think about that for a minute, the one thing that I have always devoted my life to, now all of a sudden I hated it all and wanted nothing more to do with it.

My guess is that everything came to a head. With the trauma that I had personally suffered combined with the thoughts that I had about spanking for years, all of a sudden it came crashing down when the disrespectful behavior became intolerable. The spanking thought’s that I refer to was everything up until around 2016. It seems rather silly to put it into writing and perhaps even harder to explain, but I had spanking scenes between 2003 (when I became active) and 2016 that at one time I could have only ever have dreamed of. Everything that I ever wanted, times ten, I was lucky enough to get. I met some truly wonderful people and play partners who I will always have a soft spot for.

The best thing that I ever did was to delete my social media accounts. It was difficult at first because that was the main way that I kept in touch with people, but as I mentioned in the paragraph above, it became intolerable. I deleted all of my social media, scrubbed this website of all pictures, stories, mentions, videos and comments that no longer had a part in my life, and then did the same on my external drives. I deleted everything, both vanilla and spanking related that turned me off of spanking.

Do you know what happened on the way to the fair though? Slowly, very slowly, spanking started to be exciting again. We are talking like a three year break here, from my last days at the Atlantic City spanking party in 2019 when I was as close as I have ever been to hollering at some incredibly rude people, lol (Thanks InspectHerHide for noticing and acting upon it, you saved my reputation :)) to now, where I haven’t actually played in the traditional sense for three years.

There are still things that I want to do, there are still scenes that will fill out my bucket list card, and most importantly there are probably still people who I have yet to meet who are going to have a positive, impactful bearing on my life. Unfortunately I don’t think that I will ever return to spanking parties, that isn’t something that appeals to me anymore. However, when I originally started in the scene I first attended some small gatherings, and that is perhaps something that I may do in the future. In fact I might even be the person organizing these gatherings, I am sure that there are many of my kind who have the same values that I do regarding spanking.

There is still much to learn.

One other thought that I often have is someone in the spanking world who I respect, but who will no longer talk to me. On Facebook I always had two accounts. One of the accounts was me, Richard Windsor in real life where everyone knows who he is and what he does, but I also had a vanilla profile for spanking friends who were not ‘out’. One day a friend posted a linked story on the vanilla account and I took that same link, posted it on my real account along with some smart assed comment such as “Can you believe this religious bullshit”?

Now first things first, I was the one at fault, nobody else. At the time I was not aware that the person who originally posted the article was going to see my post as a “Friend of a friend” which is what my Facebook post settings were set to. Had I have known that they were going to see it, never in a million years would I have posted it. That’s so important for me to say because I would never go out of my way to be spiteful or malicious towards another person, that’s just not in my character and I was horrified that she saw the post, truly horrified.

The thing is though, I did post it, and she did see it, and perhaps quite rightfully she felt betrayed by my posting. Now my thoughts on the posting are as true now as they were then, we both feel strongly about our respective viewpoints, but as a friend I should have never have posted what I posted because it was disrespectful. So my friend confronted me, and that is important to say because I respect her. She didn’t get someone else to do her dirty work for her, she didn’t trash me online to court public sympathy, she confronted me privately where only her and I are aware of what was said.

The bottom line is that it cost me a friendship, my long time friend wasn’t able to remain friends with me because of what I had done and what my opinions were on the subject matter. And there is nobody to blame but myself, it was my behavior that caused the friendship to cease to be. There were a few things afterwards that were said that I didn’t appreciate, but I am smart enough to know that these were comments made in the heat of the moment. You may also be wondering why I am still calling this person a friend seven years later after they have disowned me, lol, well, they were always a friend of mine and they still are, I’m just not a friend of theirs anymore.

There was a lesson that I learned that day, a very important lesson. Since that day I have not posted about my Atheist views. My opinions on theology will never change, and if asked I will respond honestly with my truthful opinion. However, there is no need for me to shout it out from the rooftops that I am an Atheist, sometimes it is much better to keep your big mouth shut 🙂

Top Ten Stories Of 2020

It is now time for the annual review of the top ten most read spanking stories on this website in 2020. I believe in being transparent, so here are the total number of views the spanking stories had in 2020. Overall the spanking stories were read nearly 111,000 times, which accounts for 20% of all visits to this site over the last year. That is quite remarkable when you consider that I only posted three new stories last year. The spanking stories always dominate this website and they accounted for one fifth of the half a million hits that this site had last year. Those are real numbers as shown in the image below.

Next year I expect these numbers to change a bit. To start with, the Mother Spanks series have now been transferred to their own pages, that means that the stories will appear less and less in the most popular posts column as “Pages” do not show up in that list. Don’t get me wrong, I still anticipate that the Mother Spanks series will occupy the top three slots, unless new stories get more hits, but the overall view count will probably dwindle by quite a bit.

So here is the top ten spanking stories for 2020. The number in brackets is the position each particular story held in last years top ten list, and I will also include the number of times that each story was read last year so you can get an understanding of how popular each story was.

1 (2) – MOTHER SPANKS DAUGHTER – THE BEST FRIEND

Times read: 11,734

Moving up from the second position last year, as I expected it to do, our star of the story takes a trip over the knee of her best friend’s mom.

Brittney,  Elaine’s best friend,  was partially responsible for Elaine getting spanked in the first place. In this episode she finds herself over the lap of her best friend’s mom getting a birthday spanking of her own at the suggestion of Elaine. What’s more,  Tim and Elaine get a front row seat as Mrs. Ferris lifts Brittney’s skirt to display her light blue nylon panties to the viewing audience. All participants recall their own spanking memories,  no matter how large or how small,  and by the end of the spanking our hero,  Tim,  has to read the room before making a dash for the door to conceal his excitement. READ THE STORY HERE.

2 (1) – MOTHER SPANKS DAUGHTER – OVERHEARD

Times read: 10,752

This is where the story begins. After being late for curfew, Elaine is spanked by her mom, all the while her boyfriend listens in from outside.

It is the year 1986,  back in a time where spankings were a frequent occurrence. In this episode Elaine (Lainey) breaks curfew,  something that her mother doesn’t take kindly to. Her boyfriend, Tim,  who has dropped her off,  returns to the apartment a few minutes later to return Lainey’s make up kit. When he reaches the door he hears the unmistakable sounds of the Maternal hand of justice being applied to his girlfriend’s fanny. Instead of being scared away,  he stands outside of the door listening to the spanking and even becomes aroused at the sounds he is hearing. READ THE STORY HERE.

3 (-) – BOYFRIEND SPANKS – GIRLFRIEND AND HER BESTIE

Times read: 5,178

A new entry at number 3 this year and this also happens to be chapter 3 of the Mother Spanks series. After Mrs. Ferris spanked Brittney for her birthday, the three of them head to the park for a birthday picnic with friends. A wrestling match ensues between Brittney and Tim after Elaine suggests that Tim should give her a birthday spanking. Oh Brittney fought of course, but not too much, not until her dress came up for the final few spanks.

Once the picnic had wrapped up and everyone had left, Brittney started to tell tales out of school, determined that if she had to get a spanking then Elaine was going to get one as well. She was the happiest camper in the park when Tim sat on the bench and pulled Elaine over his knee, though the two couples who happened to walk by and were treated to the sight of a boyfriend spanking the panty clad seat of his girlfriend, were probably just as happy as well. READ THE STORY HERE.

4 (3) – THE FLY ON THE WALL

Times read: 4,822

A story that was written 12 years ago and is different to what I normally write. Despite the age of it,  and the fact that it is the only story that I have written that includes an F/M spanking,  the story gets more popular each year. In this story a young man knows that the girl next door gets spanked. When they are alone he playfully agrees to let her spank him to satisfy his curiosity. It is during their game that they are interrupted by the woman next door. His spanking curiosity now gets more than satisfied when his strict neighbor puts him over her knee and leaves him with a well spanked bare bottom courtesy of her stout maternal hairbrush. He leaves listening to his girlfriend receiving the same type of spanking from her Mother. READ THE STORY HERE.

5 (4) – 3 GIRLS – PART 1

Times read: 4,076

Three girls are about to celebrate the birthday for one of them,  but before they leave the house a daughter hints that her father should spank her friend. He duly obliges,  but it is the other friend who isn’t getting spanked that is turned on the most by this spanking. How long will it be before she gets a spanking herself?

When Tina finally reached Jim’s side it was funny,  even now she wasn’t really sure if he was going to do it or if he was just teasing her and she added “You’re seriously going to spank me”? As his hand reached behind her to push the girl over his lap it totally broke the ice,  as Becky and Nicole roared with laughter as their friend found herself looking at a carpet pattern with her bottom up high,  clearly Jim WAS going to go through with it.

Jim wasted little time with formalities and landed a hearty smack on each cheek protruding through the thin cotton material of her tight black mini skirt. He almost ignored the other girls as he looked at the back of Tina’s head and said “I dare say that a good spanking is something that you are long overdue anyway”

Tina feigned indignation “Hey,  I resent that” she replied,  as she scrunched her nose once the sting of those first two swats settled on her bottom. READ THE STORY HERE.

6 (7) – 1979 THE FIRST SPANKING

Times read: 3,647

A resurgence of sorts, this story actually climbed a spot this year and had more views in 2020 than it did in 2019.

At one point in the history of this blog I didn’t think that this story would ever leave the number 1 spot. For almost a decade it was the most read story on this site, year after year.

We all had to start somewhere,  and my first experience took place in 1979 which is now over 40 years ago if you can believe it. The spanking may not have been a classic,  but it is very memorable and resonates with me to this day. My girlfriend at the time was wearing white nylon panties that day,  and it is an image that has proved everlasting,  even though I have probably spanked another 100 girls the same way,  it never gets old and is always a big trigger for me. READ THE STORY HERE.

7 (-) – THE SPANKING MACHINE

Times read: 3,523

Stephanie’s boyfriend is a carpenter who has an assignment to make a spanking machine for an online company. When he is away his girlfriend invites herself to test the spanking machine out. Once the spanking machine has secured her, it only takes her a few seconds to realize the mistake that she made when she set the timer for two minutes. The first smack from the wooden hand on her thin pink nylon panties had her squirming immediately. It felt like the worst two minutes of the naughty girls life.

Of course that didn’t stop her from telling her friend, Juliette, about the spanking machine, who in turn gets her own white nylon panty clad read spanked soundly by the wooden hand. READ THE STORY HERE.

8 (5) – MISSY GETS SPANKED IN PUBLIC

Times read: 3,173

The first day was awesome and I was so looking forward to another session with Missy. The first event on Saturday was the Reformatory and I played my role with delight. At some point during the proceedings I saw Missy get up on stage and get spanked, at the time it was fun and I didn’t think anything of it, not until I was outside talking to her much later that day.

At some point I had gone to my room to rest and I decided to test the waters further, so I powered up my computer and started to type a letter to Missy. Here is what I wrote.

“Missy, I thought after our little discussion yesterday that you had promised me that you were going to be a good girl.

Lo and behold, what do I see today, my Missy Doright up on stage misbehaving during her exercise program!! Now I noticed that you were so bad that someone had to spank you right there on stage.

Well young lady, after our discussion yesterday, don’t you think for one little minute that that will be the ONLY spanking you are going to get for misbehaving in class today!! Apparently 66 spanks was not a sufficient enough reminder to keep you on track, so this time young lady you will be getting 100 spanks, and we will see if that improves your behavior. READ THE STORY HERE.

9 (8) – ELLEE GETS SPANKED

Times read: 2,806

This story details how ellee and I became friends after meeting at a spanking party. There is a review of the first spanking that I gave to ellee,  and then a much more detailed account of an elaborate roleplay that the pair of us took part in soon after. During this account ellee gets spanked,  then gets the hairbrush, and finally she is caned. There are 12 super hot pics attached to this story so be sure not to miss this one. READ THE STORY HERE.

10 (6) – JANE’S BIRTHDAY SPANKING

Times read: 2,655

Living with a summer camp director and his wife for the summer,  Jane playfully teases when the director suggests a birthday spanking for her. It is a little more than she bargained for,  but she didn’t mind,  in fact the following morning she was getting a repeat performance.

“May I continue”? Brian asked

Still ever sassy, Jane responded “Yes,  please”

“Good,  as I was saying,  in this house we believe that the best way to show a girl that we love them is to give them a spanking on their birthday”

Jane interrupted once more “Funny way of showing love” and right on cue each cheek got two more spanks.

“But it is also to show them that no matter how old they are” SPANK “Or how big they think they are” SPANK “That in this house they will never be too old to be spanked when they need it” SPANK SPANK. READ THE STORY HERE.

Windsor Wednesday Classic – 207

State of the Spanking Union Address!

Today I will throw in a bunch of pics for those of you who don’t care to read, or are here solely for the vintage photos that I bring to you. We will start off with something brand spanking new before I start talking. This image, obviously based on the classic Sanborn spanking image, is from the 2014 Indian film, Boochamma Boochodu. The whole film is on Youtube and I just quickly scanned it but I didn’t find any real spanking in it. There is one scene where it looks like he is about to take her over his knee, but a lot of the film seems to be a man and a woman physically fighting so it is hard to tell. I’m not really into a guy striking a woman so I didn’t watch very much of it. This will be added to my WINDSOR’S STAGE SPANKINGS folder.

So what is the purpose of today’s post? It is to let you know how I see things moving forward, and I will try to do so as positively as I can. We will start with this blog!! Now I have considered turning off the comments today because I never want to encourage a cyber pat on the head. I regard emotionally manipulative behavior really poorly and I never want to be seen as a person doing that. What I say today is not to play on people’s emotions, they are just honest thoughts and I don’t want anyone to respond in a patronizing manner. I’ve got me big boy pants on, I can handle things just fine!!

To be honest, while my own personal involvement in the spanking scene is dwindling down to zero, I still have thousands of spanking pics. The blog will remain going forward, but I do have the sense that it will be more of a picture blog with very limited commentary. There isn’t much more that I can say or contribute to the scene. Of course there are several stories that I have yet to finish as well and I’m not even sure if I will do so, my motivation for creating the written word is at an all time low right now. That might change over time, but right now I don’t feel like I have the right mindset to do it. My spanking blog though will remain, probably for at least another 5 years or so.

A lot of my thoughts are due to personal changes in my life. Obviously I don’t need to flog a dead horse, but most of you know by now that I have lost my entire family over the last few years, and I am a changed person because of it. I’m at an age now where I don’t know how much time I have left, and there are still so many places that I want to visit. Two years ago when my brother died I was in a really bad mental state, and several times I contemplated doing something really stupid. There are still really bad days (Christmas Time for example, lol), but I am over the hump now, my focus now is on what lies ahead.

Over the next four years I am going to be travelling extensively, once of course the pandemic allows us to travel, and my next two trips are already decided. England is first and foremost to pick up my brothers ashes and to close that chapter of my life, and on the same trip I will be heading to Slovakia and Hungary. Then next December, if all goes well, I plan on visiting South Korea and Taiwan. My budget is set but I have to be honest with you, I really want to squeeze another trip to Japan in there somewhere. My way to do that is to take the train from the UK to Austria, and then spend more time in Taiwan rather than South Korea where it will be cheaper. I’m pretty sure that I can save enough money in Europe on my budget to squeeze in a two week trip to Japan 🙂 If I stay in Bratislava as opposed to Vienna then I would save a mint!!

This brings me to spanking parties. Now let me put this disclaimer out there before I even begin, I speak to nobody in the spanking scene, I have no insider information nor do I know what the plans are for spanking parties in 2021. From a common sense perspective, and knowing what we know in regards to vaccinations, when can we expect spanking parties to resume? Will they start in the New Year? Is the end of Summer a realistic expectation? Right now I’m not sure if anyone has the answers.

The only thing that I know is that this year will almost certainly be my last attending spanking parties. At the moment I plan to attend two before the end of the summer, and that is primarily out of loyalty to my friends and to give away my spanking collection. I have so many toys, magazines and DVD’s that I have no use for anymore, and it is not in my nature to make a buck from them, I just simply want to give them away to friends.

A number of years ago I reached the pinnacle of my spanking life and I questioned it even then, asking myself have I now done everything that I wanted to do in the spanking scene. My thoughts are still the same that I have achieved all that I wanted to achieve.

This is something that surprises me, and it may surprise you. It certainly wasn’t a day that I ever envisioned happening. Do you know that a whole week will pass and I don’t even think of spanking a single time? This is from a guy who only a few years ago would hardly stop thinking about it for every hour of every day. Now it doesn’t mean that I never think about it. I used the term environmental earlier and there are still occasions and interactions that will produce thoughts and feelings. My only real outlet for this was on Twitter, but I hardly even go there anymore. I had to make my profile page private and therefore I couldn’t interact with people the way that I used to. If you can’t be yourself, quite honestly what is the point in just being a shadow of your former self? I’m pretty old school there, if something stops being fun then stop doing it. That avenue of enjoyment was taken away from me, and it is now the furthest thing away from being fun.

Spanking parties are something that I have been going to for the last fifteen years and I’m a bit worn out. Mostly that is my own fault because of my own mental aptitude. I got to the point where I started seeing my own worth as nothing more than a glorified cigarette dispenser, lol. Like I said though, we all have are own strengths and weaknesses, and I know where mine lie. As mentioned in the paragraph above, if things stop being fun then stop doing them.

There is one more reason for wanting to go to one final party aside from Weekend. At the I am pretty much working the entire weekend, so I wouldn’t have time to do this there, but I do want to make one final film. I have this vision in my head where I want to narrate a story that is primarily Female/Female with a splash of Male/Female thrown in. By the summer of course it could turn out that people have been convinced that I am the demon seed, and maybe no girl will want to work with me 🙂 Assuming that I can find two girls though, then I would spend a lot of time in creating the video, and of course I would pay the models handsomely. I’m not even sure if I would sell the video, but I would be just as happy to own it.

This of course all comes down to COVID-19. If the pandemic causes all spanking parties to be postponed by the summer of 2021, then I may well have attended my final spanking party already. Starting in the second half of 2021 I am going to be travelling, and for the next few years that is where all of my savings and resources are going to be directed.

Now I don’t want anyone to try and misinterpret what I am saying (deliberately or otherwise), I am perfectly happy with my decisions and they are the right ones for me. There are a lot of positive things to look forward to, they just aren’t necessarily spanking related. I have been really blessed in the spanking world and I got out of it 50 times more than I ever expected. Who knows, maybe once I travel the world it will revitalize my mindset and one day I may return to spanking events. Like I mentioned, at a reduced rate spanking is still a part of me. There are still sights, sounds, images, words that are a turn on for me, it’s just that the turn offs are also quite strong, lol.

Two Long Years

Two years ago I wasn’t sure what was going to happen, I was in the darkest place that I have ever been in once my last remaining brother had passed away. In a relatively short period of time I lost both of my parents and both of my brothers, and I will be really honest, I almost gave up. Now I’m not saying that I was suicidal (though there were some thoughts) but there was, and perhaps still is, a deep depression. The type of depression where I just didn’t give a fuck anymore, if something was going to happen then let’s hurry up and get it over with already.

The way that I resolved these dark thoughts was with my initial trip to Japan in 2018. Originally my brother and I were going to go to Japan together in 2019, when he passed away I moved the trip up a year. For no other reason really than to give myself something to look forward to, because there didn’t seem much left to look forward to. I’ve always been a loner, but for the first time in my life I actually felt lonely, if that makes any sense. Travelling the world has helped me out a lot, because it gives me something to look forward to.

The feelings still exist, especially around special occasions. In fact it is so bad that I have removed my birthday from all social media platforms, I just don’t want anyone to know when my birthday is, other than to use it as a platform to make birthday spanking posts right here on my blog. It is really hard to avoid those special occasions though. Not only do I have 4 birth dates that I remember, but now I also have 4 anniversary dates of when people passed away as well.

Over the last two years things have started to get better, though it would be fair to say that it feels like almost every night a member of my family appears in my nightmares. The dark thoughts have been minimized, about the only thought left now is that I still don’t give a fuck what happens. Nowadays though it is more about moving forward where those thoughts are concerned, eliminating areas that are likely to trigger some mental health issues and focusing on the things that bring positive thoughts to my mind.

Travelling had been one of those happy places, and it isn’t just the travelling, it is the preparation, the excitement and the anticipation. Which of course brings us to 2020, and nobody can travel anywhere, lol. It would be only reasonable to question ones own mortality, I mean I’m only 57, but both of my brothers and my father died of heart attacks, and my brothers were only 41 and 56 years old respectively. Now it is quite possible that I can spend the next 20 years all alone with my thoughts, kind of like a slow torture, but you never really know when your number is up. All I know is that I don’t have a whole lot of time ahead of me, and I want to spend that time visiting as many cultures and lifestyles as I can possibly cram into whatever time I have left, even if it is 20 years.

There used to be a time where I would dream happy spanking thoughts, but I doubt if I have had a spanking dream in like 5 years. The interest is still there, but it has waned so badly over the last few years. I will be transparent though, my interest was waning before some of the tragedies in my life happened. That’s on nobody but me, it’s all about how we individually respond to the negative aspects of our lifestyle. There may even be a time that I can pinpoint where the tide was turning for me, which coincided around the time that my mother died. I had reached that pinnacle where I had achieved everything that I wanted to achieve in the spanking world, and a couple of other events in 2015, which were probably my own fault to a large degree, started to make me feel like “I am done with this”.

From there it has spiraled a bit, and of course when you combine that with the clinical depression (I no longer need any form of assistance there, either chemically or mentally) then it is such a downward turn.

Right now I am trying to build myself up to attend two more parties, there are just a few things that I want to do, one of which is to make a film that I really want to make. At the same time I have to take precautions, because it won’t take too much at all for me to address some issues. So that is where the battle is right now, envisioning this spanking dream that I have, while at the same time fighting this sense of betrayal. Whatever my legacy is in the spanking world, I’m quite happy with where it currently is, even if it is seen negatively, I’m happy within myself to be content with who I am. The last thing that I want to do, is do something that will make me feel disappointed with myself. It’s kind of like cashing out at a casino, I’m happy with what I have already, I don’t need any more 🙂

The film that I am looking to make is going to be a custom video that will pretty much be for myself. Obviously I will look to sell it, but based on past experience I am likely to lose a lot of money on this venture. Now I have always been known to pay spanking models well, but as this one will be special to me then I am even going to pay above that, and I will even pay the female top that I want as well as letting her sell the movie herself.

I mean it might be redundant by the time the next spanking party comes around. By that time we might end up at a stage where no spanking model in the spanking world will want to work with me, it’s possible that the hate could spread to such a degree by that time. I’m pretty sure that one model who has been a long time friend will work with me again, and the second person that I would like to work with I’m afraid that I don’t really know her so well. She has always been friendly with me online though, even to this day, but things can change in 6 months 🙂

There is hope, I will be positive because I really don’t want any model to miss out on a opportunity to earn a few hundreds dollars. Heck, if it goes as well as I hope, then I might even be inspired to do a sequel. There is this vision that I have of these two summer camp counselors falling afoul of the senior counselor (played by me) who ineffectively spanks them. I’m comfortable within myself to give nothing more than a mild spanking. The girls then cause a problem that makes the Camp Director have to take immediate and swift action. A lady who has given hundreds of spankings and knows just exactly what these two girls really need.

I can see the girls now in matching t-shirts and shorts, matching bikini style white nylon panties….. hey, this is my film and I will damn well make sure that the clothing matches my vision…. and of course two matching red bottoms. A spanking from the senior counselor on shorts and panties, a longer spanking by the camp director on shorts and panties, and then the coup de grace, the last night of camp where the girls are repentant to the camp director, both feeling guilty over the trouble that they have caused. This will be a spanking over pajama bottoms and panties, and by this time I will already have what I want, so if the female top needs some bare bottom footage for her site then we can continue from there.

Comparatively speaking, this will probably be one of the easier assignments for a spanking model. Not much more than a warm up spanking from me, and then two hard hand spankings from the female top, with maybe, just maybe a hairbrush or small paddle thrown in for a small portion of the final scene. The girls could probably end up covering their hotel room for most of the party from this one assignment alone.

I still need to write a script, and I fully intend to do a voice over, either alone, or with some of the dialogue being spoken by the female top. The film itself though is more about the physical and mental aesthetic more than anything else. It is something that I would really love to do. I will keep you all posted on the potential film. Assuming of course that there will be another spanking party anytime soon 🙂

Spanking Therapy

My post today is going to be about sharing the love with Miss Chris, for those of you who haven’t heard the exciting news regarding a TV appearance tomorrow. Before I begin though, you shouldn’t have to come here to read about the exciting events of others, get your butt on over to Twitter right this minute and SUBSCRIBE TO MISS CHRIS, that way you don’t have to rely on me to provide you with any updates, you can get them directly from Miss Chris herself. If you are not from the USA then you are probably going to want to follow her as I am sure that Miss Chris will provide updates as to where and when people can watch the story that I am about to share with you, when it goes online.

Also, before I begin, here are two links to Miss Chris that you can use to learn more about her and the products that she creates.

MISS CHRIS’ WEBSITE

MISS CHRIS’ TOYS – This page is on my site but it directs you to where you can buy her items.

So what is the exciting news that I speak of? Well tomorrow on national television Miss Chris will be appearing on The Doctor’s television program doing an interview on the benefits of SPANKING THERAPY!! Now I’m sure that Miss Chris hasn’t seen the edited copy herself yet, but a little birdie tells me that all three of the Doctors presenting the program get their own introductory spanking on the show. Let’s hope that the spanking part makes the final cut so that we can all get to enjoy some mainstream spanking action.

If you want to find out when the program is on in your area then use THIS LINK to find out when you can see it. Like I said though, your best bet to get any and all updates is to FOLLOW MISS CHRIS yourself on Twitter, if you do that then you are sure to be able to find out when the program is online for you to watch it as well. Either way it is going to be worth watching as Miss Chris hosts many spanking workshops and life coaching seminars.

If you are not aware as to who Miss Chris is, then perhaps this will jog your memory!! So be sure to visit HER WEBSITE.

It has been a number of years since I last bumped into Miss Chris. Once upon a time we used to be fellow judges along with Pixie for spanking talent shows. Perhaps my funniest memory of Miss Chris, and one that always makes me smile, was when we were at the Crimson Moon spanking party many years ago. We were sat at the same table on the first night having dinner when Miss Chris told someone of her upcoming birthday and how old she was going to be. I’ve always been known to throw in wisecracks as I love comedy, so without thinking I interjected and said “Is that your stage age, Chris”?

Now, I’ll be the first to admit that the comment was on the border line of being rude, but thankfully Miss Chris also has a sense of humor like I do and she took my comment in the spirit with which is was meant, clearly it was a joke. Without hesitation though, Miss Chris stood up, put her left hand on her hip and gave the wagging finger with her right hand, accompanied by the stern warning “You’re not too big to go across my knee for a spanking, young man”

Everyone at the table roared with laughter, but can you imagine being sat down with a woman who is 6′ tall standing over you, wagging her finger at you? If you have ever watched any video of Miss Chris giving a spanking then you will know that the story of Miss Chris being able to deliver one of the hardest hand spankings out there is true, so one can’t help but feel that they dodged a very painful bullet on that day 🙂

The Top Ten Stories Of 2019

Recently I posted my TOP 20 POSTS of 2019,  a list made up of posts that were created in 2019,  and now it is time for my annual listing of the top ten stories on this site based on views in 2019. For this post it doesn’t matter when the story was written,  the results are based on how many times the stories were read in 2019. The number in the brackets next to the position number is the position that particular story stood in for the top ten list last year.

1 (1) – MOTHER SPANKS DAUGHTER – OVERHEARD

Times read: 11,234

It is the year 1986,  back in a time where spankings were a frequent occurrence. In this episode Elaine (Lainey) breaks curfew,  something that her mother doesn’t take kindly to. Her boyfriend Tim,  who has dropped her off,  returns to the apartment a few minutes later to return Lainey’s make up kit. When he reaches the door he hears the unmistakable sounds of the Maternal hand of justice being applied to his girlfriend’s fanny. Instead of being scared away,  he stands outside of the door listening to the spanking and even becomes aroused at the sounds he is hearing. READ THE STORY HERE.

2 (-) – MOTHER SPANKS DAUGHTER – THE BEST FRIEND

Times read: 8,371

Brittney,  Elaine’s best friend,  was partially responsible for Elaine getting spanked in the first place. In this episode she finds herself over the lap of her best friend’s mom getting a birthday spanking of her own at the suggestion of Elaine. What’s more,  Tim and Elaine get a front row seat as Mrs. Ferris lifts Brittney’s skirt to display her light blue nylon panties to the viewing audience. All participants recall their own spanking memories,  no matter how large or how small,  and by the end of the spanking our hero,  Tim,  has to read the room before making a dash for the door to conceal his excitement. READ THE STORY HERE.

3 (4) – THE FLY ON THE WALL

Times read: 5,072

A story that was written 11 years ago and is different to what I normally write. Despite the age of it,  and the fact that it is the only story that I have written that includes an F/M spanking,  the story gets more popular each year. In this story a young man knows that the girl next door gets spanked. When they are alone he playfully agrees to let her spank him to satisfy his curiosity. It is during their game they are interrupted by the woman next door. His curiosity now gets more than satisfied when his strict neighbor puts him over her knee and leaves him with a well spanked bare bottom courtesy of her stout maternal hairbrush. He leaves listening to his girlfriend receiving the same spanking from her Mother. Read more….

4 (2) – THREE GIRLS  – PART 1

Times read: 4,762

Three girls are about to celebrate the birthday for one of them,  but before they leave the house a daughter hints that her father should spank her friend. He duly obliges,  but it is the other friend who isn’t getting spanked that is turned on the most by this. How long will it be before she gets a spanking?

When Tina finally reached Jim’s side it was funny,  even now she wasn’t really sure if he was going to do it or if he was just teasing her and she added “You’re seriously going to spank me”? As his hand reached behind her to push the girl over his lap it totally broke the ice,  as Becky and Nicole roared with laughter as their friend found herself looking at a carpet pattern with her bottom up high,  clearly Jim WAS going to go through with it.

Jim wasted little time with formalities and landed a hearty smack on each cheek protruding through the thin cotton material of her tight black mini skirt. He almost ignored the other girls as he looked at the back of Tina’s head and said “I dare say that a good spanking is something that you are long overdue anyway”

Tina feigned indignation “Hey,  I resent that” she replied,  as she scrunched her nose once the sting of those first two swats settled on her bottom. Read more…..

5 (5) – MISSY GETS SPANKED IN PUBLIC

Times read: 4,746

Another real life spanking tale,  this time from a spanking party. The title is slightly misleading as this isn’t a spanking given in the general public,  however,  it did take place in the middle of a room,  albeit in a room full of spankos. Another first time spanking between friends. Read more….

6 (6) – JANE’S BIRTHDAY SPANKING

Times read: 3,619

Living with a summer camp director and his wife for the summer,  Jane playfully teases when the director suggests a birthday spanking for her. It is a little more than she bargained for,  but she didn’t mind,  in fact the following morning she was getting a repeat performance.

“May I continue”? Brian asked

Still ever sassy Jane responded “Yes,  please”

“Good,  as I was saying,  in this house we believe that the best way to show a girl that we love them is to give them a spanking on their birthday”

Jane interrupted once more “Funny way of showing love” and right on cue each cheek got two more spanks.

“But it is also to show them that no matter how old there are” SPANK “Or how big they think they are” SPANK “That in this house they will never be too old to be spanked when they need it” SPANK SPANK. Read more…..

7 (3) – 1979 THE FIRST SPANKING

Times read: 3,517

At one point in the history of this blog I didn’t think that this story would ever leave the number 1 spot. For almost a decade it was the most read story on this site year after year. This year though it has dropped 4 places from last year and it may be in trouble of not making the top ten list next year.

We all had to start somewhere,  and my first experience took place in 1979 which is now over 40 years ago if you can believe it. The spanking may not have been a classic,  but it is very memorable and resonates with me to this day. My girlfriend at the time was wearing white nylon panties that day,  and it is an image that has proved everlasting,  even though I have probably spanked another 100 girls the same way,  it never gets old and is a big trigger for me. Read more…..

8 (7) – ELLEE’s STORY

Times read: 3,135

This story details how ellee and I became friends after meeting at a spanking party. There is a review of the first spanking that I gave to ellee,  and then a much more detailed account of an elaborate roleplay that the pair of us took part in. During this account ellee gets spanked,  then gets the hairbrush and finally she is caned. There are 12 super hot pics attached to this story so be sure not to miss this one. Read More…

9 (9) – A BIRTHDAY SPANKING FOR LAURA

Times read: 2,629

Coming of age birthday spankings are something that I very much enjoy writing about,  a hint of playful innocence combined with an exploration of the spanking lifestyle. The formula to this story is the same as the others,  but of course with a twist. A girl walks in on her mom and the neighbor having coffee,  being the brat that she is she makes all types of innuendos trying to embarrass the neighbor. When she makes a sassy comment about what he will give her for her birthday,  he suggests a spanking. Unfortunately for Laura,  her mom only encourages it. Once the spanking is over and the two adults are now talking on the phone,  it would appear that the neighbor just threatened to spank Laura’s mom as well. Surely he is kidding,  right? Read more….

10 (-) – Getting the cane

Times read: 2,622

This might not be for everybody as it is a real life account of getting caned at school. It crept back into the top ten and while I wouldn’t ordinarily link to this story,  I also don’t lie so I have to give you the genuine top ten.

So there we are, the four of us outside the Head’s office, trying for all our might to be the big brave boys we were, though I am certain the hands of the other boys were shaking as bad as mine were. So the first boy gets summoned in and the three of us sat there silently. The Head was talking, but we couldn’t hear a word that was said. Then came that awful period, the complete deafening silence. Read more…..

Free Spanking Stories

I haven’t done this in a while and I think that now would be a good time to post the updated list of free spanking stories on my website. As you all know I am leaving for Japan the first thing on Monday morning and I won’t be back online for a couple of days. There is already a post scheduled for Wednesday so hopefully this will give you all some reading material until then.

Hopefully these stories will send some good vibes your way and bring some positivity into your lives. I look forward to sharing the details of my travels over the coming weeks. Peace to you all.

 

Greetings From Tokyo

Hey guys,  so I am finally in Tokyo and I am going to try my best to give you a post. It is a lot harder to post than you might imagine,  but if you want to follow my travels for the next week then please follow me ON TWITTER for pictures and videos. Today I will share a couple of pics with you and then promote someone’s work who I have been perving in the hotel room this morning.

My first trip was to the Naruko Tenjin Shrine:

Trip two was to Edo Castle:

My third trip was to Shibuya:

There are still a ton more things I have planned so follow me over on Twitter.

This morning at the hotel I was scrolling through Miss Elizabeth’s feed looking at all of the F/F spanking pics and videos,  so I shot her a quick PM asking if she minded me posting about her Clips4Sale site. Miss Elizabeth’s Twitter Feed.

She was happy for me to do so,  so please click THIS LINK for her videos that are for sale. The two photos that I chose below both feature the bath brush,  and if you check out her videos you will see that she is quite proficient with using it,  or at the least some form of wooden brush,  so if wooden brush spankings are your thing then definitely check out what she has to offer.

Miss Elizabeth and I had spoken before about doing an interview so hopefully in the next year we can do that as well,  she also does POV scolding clips so if you get a kick from audio lectures,  as I know many of my readers do,  then they will be worth checking out as well. I’m doing some vanilla trips right now so I’m not certain if I will be going to Vegas,  but if not maybe we will do an interview,  just need to make sure that the bath brush is far away from the interview room  😉

 

Top Ten Stories Of 2017

We have had the top ten posts of 2017,  now it is time for the top ten most viewed stories on this site for 2017. Now I haven’t written a new story for a while now,  but they are always one of the most popular features on this site,  if not the most popular overall. I’m going to have to pull my finger out and write a couple of new stories this year.

1: THREE GIRLS  – PART 1

Three girls are about to celebrate the birthday for one of them,  but before they leave the house a daughter hints that her father should spank her friend. He duly obliges,  but it is the other friend who isn’t getting spanked that is turned on the most by this. How long will it be before she gets a spanking?

It’s amazing when you think about it that she dressed so modestly,  because there was nothing modest about it when she was over his lap and her panty clad bottom was sticking in the air,  knowing that her friends,  neighbors and cousins were all being treated to a wonderful sight as they all laughed while she lay there red faced and praying for things to be over. It was never that simple though,  he would do this little talk about how he had spoiled her and perhaps how he should have done this a long time ago,  her face a deep scarlet with the knowledge that a bunch of eyes were probably transfixed on her upturned bottom as he talked. By the time he was done she was almost begging for the spanking to start,  and oh boy did he spank when it finally did start. Read more…..

2: 1979 THE FIRST SPANKING

We all had to start somewhere,  and my first experience took place in 1979. The spanking may not have been a classic,  but it is very memorable and resonates with me to this day. My girlfriend at the time was wearing white nylon panties that day,  and it is an image that has proved everlasting,  even though I have probably spanked another 100 girls the same way,  it never gets old and is a big trigger for me. Read more…..

3: JANE’S BIRTHDAY SPANKING

Living with a summer camp director and his wife for the summer,  Jane playfully teases when the director suggests a birthday spanking for her. It is a little more than she bargained for,  but she didn’t mind,  in fact the following morning she was getting a repeat performance. It was probably a long summer for Jane. Read more…..

4: MISSY GETS SPANKED IN PUBLIC

Another real life spanking tale,  this time done at a spanking party. The title is slightly misleading,  however,  it did take place in the middle of a room,  albeit a room full of spankos. Another first time spanking between friends. Read more….

5: ELLEE’s STORY

Number of times read:6621

This story details how ellee and I got to become friends after meeting at a spanking party. There is a review of the first spanking that I gave to ellee and then a much more detailed account of an elaborate roleplay that the pair of us did. During this account ellee gets spanked,  then gets the hairbrush and finally she is caned. There are 12 super hot pics attached to this story so be sure not to miss this one. Read More…

6: SPANKED THE GIRLS AND MADE THEM CRY

I’m just a playful guy who loves to spank the bottoms of naughty little girls. Sometimes though,  albeit very rarely,  things take a darker side. In this story I spanked three girls back to back,  and circumstances being what they were and the planets aligning correctly,  each one of the three girls cried their way through the spankings. There was nothing really harsh,  and I have rarely if ever spanked a girl to tears,  but this was one Saturday where emotions were running high. ellee and I have a private recording of her spanking and she sobbed throughout the entire event. On playback,  it is just about the hottest thing ever,  especially as it rook place in a library room. Read more….

7: A BIRTHDAY SPANKING FOR LAURA

Coming of age birthday spankings are something that I very much enjoy writing about,  a hint of playful innocence combined with an exploration of the spanking lifestyle. The formula to this story is the same as the others,  but of course with a twist. A girl walks in on her mom and the neighbor having coffee,  being the brat that she is she makes all types of innuendos trying to embarrass the neighbor. When she makes a sassy comment about what he will give her for her birthday,  he suggests a spanking. Unfortunately for Laura,  her mom only encourages it. Once the spanking is over and the two adults are talking on the phone,  it would appear that the neighbor just threatened to spank Laura’s mom as well. Read more….

8: THE FLY ON THE WALL

A different type of story to those that I normally write. In this story a young man knows that the girl next door gets spanked. When they are alone he playfully agrees to let her spank him. It is during their game they are interrupted and now it is the woman next door who gets to dish out the spankings. His curiosity is now more than satisfied as his neighbor leaves him with a well spanked fanny listening to the sound of the girl next door having a hairbrush applied liberally to her bottom as he leaves. Read more….

9: A SIMPLE BIRTHDAY SPANKING

Nothing but a sexy spanking here between two neighbors. Things get so hot that he carries her upstairs after where you get to let your imagine run wild. This story is very short,  but hot. Read more….

10: A Lodger’s Regret

“Well if you were my daughter you would get a good sound spanking”

The words were still registering as her landlord closed the door behind him.

Mallory took her coat off and hung it up  “A spanking,  pfft”

She was a little flustered as she made her way into the kitchen to prepare some food,  of course that was one area that she was covered in. The money issues mainly were revolved around frivolous activities,  like a new phone,  party gifts and a great night out. And then there were the car issues,  that one is genuine. Okay,  so what if he would have been more than understanding if her car trouble had left her short,  as he had in the past.

There was like a running conversation going on in her head,  mostly revolved around the guilt that he had always been really accommodating towards her,  it’s not like she takes advantage of his good nature ALL of the time.

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Top Ten Stories Of 2016

For whatever reason,  the spanking stories that I write are one of the most popular features on this site,  and I rarely get the chance to write anymore. I really should because every day the stories are read dozens of times. Maybe you have an idea for a story that will give me inspiration? Feel free to leave a comment if you do.

My blog has been running for ten years now,  and every year the story of the first spanking that I ever gave was the most read story by a country mile. That changed this year though,  and not only changed,  but the story didn’t even hold onto 2nd place. I’m guessing by now that everyone has read it. So here are the top ten most read stories of 2016,  based on how many times each story was clicked on.

1:  THREE GIRLS  –  PART 1

Number of times read:  6968

Three girls are about to celebrate the birthday of one of them,  but before they leave the house a girl hints that he father should spank her friend. He duly obliges,  but it is the other friend who isn’t getting spanked that is turned on the most by this. How long will it be before she gets a spanking?

It’s amazing when you think about it that she dressed so modestly,  because there was nothing modest about it when she was over his lap and her panty clad bottom was sticking in the air,  knowing that her friends,  neighbors and cousins were all being treated to a wonderful sight as they all laughed while she lay there red faced and praying for things to be over. It was never that simple though,  he would do this little talk about how he had spoiled her and perhaps how he should have done this a long time ago,  her face a deep scarlet with the knowledge that a bunch of eyes were probably transfixed on her upturned bottom as he talked. By the time he was done she was almost begging for the spanking to start,  and oh boy did he spank when it finally did start. Read more…..

2:  ELLEE’s STORY

Number of times read: 6621

This story details how ellee and I got to become friends after meeting at a party. There is a review of the first spanking that I gave to ellee and then a much more detailed account of an elaborate roleplay that the pair of us did. During this account ellee gets spanked,  then gets the hairbrush and finally she is caned. There are 12 super hot pics in this story so be sure not to miss this one. Read More…

3:  1979 THE FIRST SPANKING

Number of times read:  4932

We all had to start somewhere,  and my first experience took place in 1979. The spanking may not have been a classic,  but it is very memorable and resonates with me to this day. My girlfriend was wearing white nylon panties that day and it is an image that has proved everlasting,  even though I have probably spanked another 100 girls the same way,  it never gets old and is a big trigger for me. Read more…..

4:  MISSY GETS SPANKED IN PUBLIC

Number of times read:  4799

Another real life spanking tale,  this time done at a spanking party. The title is slightly misleading,  however,  it did take place in the middle of a room,  albeit a room of spankos. Another first time spanking between friends. Read more….

5:  JANE’S BIRTHDAY SPANKING

Number of times read:  3734

Living with a summer camp director and his wife for the summer,  Jane playfully teases when the director suggests a birthday spanking for her. It is a little more than she bargained for,  but she didn’t mind,  in fact the following morning she was getting a repeat performance. It was probably a long summer. Read more…..

6:  SPANKED THE GIRLS AND MADE THEM CRY

Number of times read:  3601

I’m just a playful guy who loves to spank the bottoms of naughty little girls. Sometimes though,  albeit very rarely,  things take a darker side. In this story I spanked three girls back to back,  and circumstances being what they were and the planets aligning correctly,  each one of the three girls cried their way through the spankings. There was nothing really harsh,  and I have rarely if ever spanked a girl to tears,  but this was one Saturday where emotions were running high. ellee and I have a private recording of her spanking and she sobbed throughout the entire event. On playback,  it is just about the hottest thing ever,  especially as it rook place in a library room. Read more….

7:  A BIRTHDAY SPANKING FOR LAURA

Number of times read:  3489

Coming of age birthday spankings are something that I very much enjoy writing about,  a hint of playful innocence combined with an exploration of the spanking lifestyle. The formula to this story is the same as the others,  but of course with a twist. A girl walks in on her mom and the neighbor having coffee,  but being the brat that she is she makes all types of innuendos to embarrass the neighbor. When she makes a sassy comment about what he will give her for her birthday,  he suggests a spanking. Unfortunately for Laura,  her mom only encourages it. Once the spanking is over and the two adults are talking on the phone,  it would appear that the neighbor just threatened to spank Laura’s mom as well. Read more….

8:  THE FLY ON THE WALL

Number of times read:  3349

A different type of story to those that I normally write. In this one a young man knows that the girl next door gets spanked. When they are alone he playfully agrees to let her spank him. It is during their game they are interrupted and now it is the woman next door gets to dish out the spankings. His curiosity is now more than satisfied as he leaves with a well spanked behind listening to the sound of the girl next door having a hairbrush applied liberally to her bottom. Read more….

9:  A SIMPLE BIRTHDAY SPANKING

Number of times read:  2766

Nothing but a sexy spanking here between two neighbors. Things get so hot that he carries her upstairs after where you get to let your imagine run wild. This story is very short,  but hot. Read more….

10:  EMILY AND TOM

Number of times read:  2226 

The weeks of contact had seemed like an eternity,  each email or phone call just increasing the desire to be spanked,  each one feeling like additional torture. She had even practiced placing pillows on a chair and laying over them like she was OTK,  looking at his picture on her computer screen as she lifted her skirt,  blushing as she imagined how it would feel for real. Then inserting her fingers into the waistband of her panties and drawing them all the way down to her knees. My God is this going to be embarrassing,  she thought to herself,  as she tried to clench her cheeks to protect her modesty. Emily laid there for ten minutes trying to imagine the scene unfolding,  looking behind her to try and see what view he would have.

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