Stuck in the middle!!
We’re not talking about today’s pick here; however, it is the perfect pic for what is on my mind. So let’s get the pic out of the way first, and if anyone wants to hear me blather about social media and politics, then you can do so below the image.
When I first posted this photo, probably around 13 years ago or so, I wasn’t 100% sure whether it was an F/F or an F/M spanking pic. To be honest, I’m still not sure, though having enhanced it, I’m perhaps leaning more towards F/M now. Stuck in the middle of two gorgeous women while being paddled by an older woman.
The writing on the paddle says ‘Marge’s Bill.’ Why, I have no idea. The fact that I was so sure was because when I originally posted it, I said so. That would normally mean that the information came with the picture. The other alternative is that someone took a guess, though that is less likely. I remember putting one pic like this up before (might even have been this one,) and a reader was able to decipher what it said. The reason that I remember that is because it is the one and only time that this lady has left a comment on my blog.
Here’s the kicker, though. I labelled the pic, so I know exactly which college it came from. So with the name in hand I went looking, found the online yearbooks, but there is no such image in the 1955 yearbook. This means that it is a different college of the same name in a different state.
Anyway, the spanking pic does allow one’s imagination time to create stories.
If it is F/F, and this is, in fact, a sorority, as I suspect, then here are a couple of thoughts. Is this the initial initiation paddling given by the housemother? Perhaps the open window signifies trying to sneak in after curfew. Probably my favorite, though, is getting a demerit paddling with an audience from the local fraternity outside seeing her face. She has to do her best not to yell out or show any discomfort.
What if it is F/M?
Sneaking into the sorority is definitely an option with the open window. Perhaps it is the boyfriend of one of the sorority sister’s, and they get initiated by the housemother as well. Maybe a potential story, though, the younger brother of one of the sorority sister’s is visiting the school for his upcoming admission! He stops by the sorority house and, well, boys will be boys, lol.

Richard Windsor is stuck in the middle.
I have a book that is almost finished, but I haven’t even looked at it for a week now. Years ago I left FetLife, then I abandoned Twitter because of the scene behavior on there, and now, I’ve left Facebook. I do have a Twitter account that I created later on, but that is only to follow scene-related producers. I haven’t posted a single thing on there with the new account, and I never will. My homepage is set to ‘following,’ and I don’t venture from that page. My Facebook is also active, but I haven’t even looked at it for weeks.
I’m really at the ‘fuck this world’ phase of my life. Not in the sense that I don’t want to be a part of it; I just don’t want to be a part of anything outside of my own little bubble.
The events last week sickened me to my stomach. Both sides of the aisle are pointing fingers. “They’re the ones that do it,” — “No, they’re the ones that do it.” Newsflash: they all fucking do it, and it is getting worse by the year.
It was always there, though. I remember attending a party in Chicago and going up in an elevator with a play partner for a private session. Before the elevator doors had even opened. “Obama’s an Islamic terrorist, you know that, right?”
We’re at a spanking party for Christ’s sake; can’t you leave your hatred at home for a couple of days? It is the one and only time in my life that I turned a session down, only a few minutes after I had agreed to it.
Look, I’m a leftie, always have been. When I was young, I was a proud member of the Labour Party Young Socialists, The Anti-Nazi League and a strong supporter of the UK miners. As the years went on, I softened, as we all do, veering more and more to the center with every passing year. I’m at the stage in my life now where the Democrats would call me center-leaning, and the Republicans would call me a radical left-wing lunatic. Trust me, though, I’m very much stuck in the middle, with a heavy lean to the left of the line. 😉
It’s been a tough year. You have to remember, I’m an immigrant, a 29-year green card holder. Any day now I could be next. Yes, I’m white, and I’m European, so I get my bag of privileges to go along with that, but I would be lying if I said that I wasn’t worried when my green card is up for renewal in 16 months’ time.
Then last week, I was beyond horrified. Not only by what had occurred, but by everyone promoting their talking points before the ink had even dried. What occurred seemed less important to most people than the need to start promoting one’s own cause and blaming the other side seconds after it had happened. Almost like it was more important to them that a Democrat/Republican did it than the god-awful tragedy was itself.
I just don’t want to hear it anymore; I’m sick to my stomach of the lot of it.
Every year I seem to slip deeper and deeper into life before the Internet. I don’t even read the news anymore, other than the headlines on the homepage of the BBC. No news, no social media, just a good old-fashioned spanking blog.
This is the only place that I have any contact with anyone anymore. A handful of times a year I might get a spanking email, but unless someone makes a comment on this blog, I have virtually no contact with the spanking world anymore. That may surprise you, but it’s true. My spanking star has shone already. Turn off the lights, Gracie.
Don’t read this wrong. I’m not clinically depressed or anything like that; I’m just sick to death of all of the hate in this world, and it’s only getting worse. My little bubble is this spanking blog, writing books, watching soccer, and playing fantasy football and fantasy soccer.
I should be finishing my book, it’s almost done already, but I have no enthusiasm to do so.
To make matters worse, one of my favorite Youtuber’s (a Republican,) has gone full-on right wing this past week. Gone is the pretense of welcoming both sides, nope, he’s actively leading the way to curtail any speech that he doesn’t like.
Free speech: Just as long as I approve of what you are saying.
Alright, maybe I will treat myself to a subscription to a spanking site this weekend to help me avoid the news.
My book was due at the end of August, but fuck it, I will have it finished by next week now. My initial plan had been to write ten books in 2025. Well, I already have ten books selling. Anything from now until January is gravy.
Be nice to each other folks.