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1980s Image

Surprisingly I don’t know where the image comes from, it could even be the 1990s. Maybe it was from one of those flash in a pan spanking sites. In fact, now that I think about it, does anyone remember those age verification sites where you would sign up for a small fee and get like 100’s of sites to choose from? I can’t remember the name off the top of my head, but they would have like a dozen spanking sites which were basically just one static page.

The only one of real note that I remember was a wooden spoon video that was a corker. The girl starts off getting the wooden spoon over her pink panties and by the end of it she was getting it in diaper position. Now I hate looking at diaper position spankings, but dude was laying the smack down on her candy ass 🙂 I was going to say that I will dig up a pic and add it to the post, but why don’t I try and find it before I post. I more than likely have the video on a CD somewhere as well.

Last night before I went to bed I scrubbed some old material off of my site. I had to edit about 30 posts and remove about 100 comments, and while I was doing this I noticed that there are so many posts in my archive that need updating. There are so many dead links and expired forms that I will have to sort it all out. As I have been going for 15 years now, that’s like 180 months, so as you can imagine this process is going to take me a while. Perhaps I will try and edit 2 months of posts a day for the next 90 days. There’s no mad rush though, the stuff that I really wanted gone from the site has now been deleted, the rest is just for the aesthetic appearance. (Update: I have already completed 2006 and 2007, it might be easier than I thought)

Funny enough, that video that I mentioned earlier is on Spankingtube. However, it is a different spanking to the one that I was thinking of. I’m almost certain that the other one I saw was a couple of minutes with the wooden spoon on the same pink panties that the girl is wearing in this video, so they probably broke the video down into two. I will go through my CD’s to see if I can dig up the panty spanking portion and some images. I’m not going to be wrong on this one, I am like the panty spanking connoisseur, I know what I saw, lol. Here is the video, and be careful because the volume is very loud. Just click the play button in the middle of the video to start it.

David’ Summer Spankings

Time for the weekly F/M Friday post.

Do you guys remember when I used to record my own stories as audios, along with the many audio interviews that I conducted? It is something that I should really get back into doing, especially as I have many new stories since I last recorded one. Audio stories are something that I love to listen to, but you have to search long and hard online to find audio spanking stories. Well, a new one has surfaced this week over on Dana Specht’s blog called DAVID’S SUMMER SPANKINGS. Dana’s ability to tell a story is wonderful, she has the tone and inflection down perfectly and you can really get immersed in the story that she is telling. She also does custom recordings which are very reasonably priced as well, just reach out to her on her website for details.

The premise of the story is based upon the David and Dana series of spanking videos that are very popular on her site. I will list those videos at the bottom (appropriately) of this post. The new audiobook is just over 2 hours long and it features the often requested ‘Next door neighbor’ spanking scene. The full 2 hour download is ONLY $9.

Imagine living in a town where no matter how old you are, if you live at home you are still subjected to over the knee spankings. This is the place where David lives, where all of his friends, every single one of them, are frequently staring at the carpet over their mother’s lap. Not only that, but over the years each of them has also been spanked by every one of their friend’s mothers as well. All of them that is, except for David, he grew up in an environment where he was the only person in his neighborhood not subjected to spanking, and he really felt that he was missing something in his life.

One person who has been the object of his desires for a long time is his next door neighbor, Vicki, who was a few years older than him. But it wasn’t just Vicki next door who had his attention, it was her mom, Kathy, as well. In his mind he could never get rid of the sight of the only bare bottom spanking he had ever witnessed in person, which had been given by Mrs. Reardon to her 22 year old son, the same age that David was now himself. The sight and sound of that hairbrush spanking was permanently etched into his mind.

When his own mother leaves town for the summer, she refuses to let her irresponsible, grown up son have the house to himself. So he is sent next door to spend the summer with Mrs. Reardon and Vicki, the same Mrs. Reardon he had witnessed dishing out a sound maternal spanking. In fact, he even has to stay in the very same bedroom where he had witnessed the spanking.

It doesn’t take long before Vicki corrupts David with the promise that her mother never comes home during the day, but, of course on this day she does come home during the day. David gets to witness Vicki receive the mother of all spankings by her moms hand, and he even has to fetch the hairbrush that Mrs. Reardon then uses on her daughter. As he stands there staring at Vicki, who is standing in the corner with her red bare bottom on display, he is brought back to reality. That over the knee bare bottom spanking that he had always fantasized about, is now only a few seconds away.

Remember, this is an audio download that is over two hours long and it ONLY COSTS $9. Think about that, for the cost of a small pizza, just nine bucks, you can have an audio file that you can listen to forever. I remember the days of going on long drives listening to my Shadowlane audio cassettes in my car. Plug your MP3 into your sound device in the car and you can kill two hours in a heartbeat. If you love audio stories then you really can’t go wrong with this, you certainly get bang for your buck with this spanking story. Here is one of the chapters that happens right after David has received his first ever spanking. And remember, to purchase this for nine dollars go directly to THIS PAGE!!

As I mentioned earlier, there is also a complete series of videos in the David and Dana collection that are listed below. About a year ago I dropped David an email, but I probably had the wrong email address, but he had previously shared his own thoughts on this blog via a comment on one of the posts that I had made previously. Hopefully my email didn’t end up in someone else’s inbox inadvertently, lol.

Here are the list of Dana and David videos that are also all available for download on Dana’s site, just click each blue link below individually to be taken to that particular video page. Each page has its own spanking trailer to watch.

A VERY ANGRY MOM : Just watch the first trailer to get an idea of how this spanking goes, right from the very first spank it is HARD and fast. David is paddled, strapped and caned, and I am sure there are a few more implements used. I don’t think I am mistaken when I say that this is Dana’s best selling video.

DAVID AND THE BABYSITTER : Even grown up boys need a babysitter!! Acting mischievous earns David a couple of playful warning spankings, but he just doesn’t learn his lesson. Just in the trailer alone you can see the babysitter spank, strap (and I mean STRAP!) and paddle David, and he isn’t quiet about it either. Then his mom comes home to deliver the mother of all hairbrush spankings to her whimpering son.

DAVID’S LITTLE SECRET : Once again, not for the faint of heart. David has his mouth soaped, is feminized, then spanked, hairbrushed, strapped, paddled and caned. I guess he won’t be keeping any more secrets, well, not for a few days anyway.

DAVID’S STRICT MOM : From the screencaps you can see that the paddle and cane are used in this film, but the trailer focuses on one thing, something that you don’t see too often in spanking films. A sound spanking with a sandal!! So if you have a thing about the old Chancla, just watch the trailer to get your fix 😉

PUNISHED FOR PEEPING : Like the audio story, this spanking features David getting spanked by the next door neighbor. As the title suggests, he is caught spying on the neighbor getting dressed, such a naughty thing to do. If I am not mistaken this is only features hand spankings from start to finish, but after part one he confesses that it is he who has been stealing her panties. So what is a strict neighbor to do? He finds out when he is face down over her lap again, but this time he is wearing her panties.

SPANKED IN DANA’S PANTIES : The most recent of Dana’s digital downloads, and I think that the title is self explanatory. A scene that dates back some 30 years when NuWest did their own Woman Next Door series, the allure of the panty drawer is just too strong, but is also VERY painful each and every time. It doesn’t need a big write up, you pretty much know what you are going to get from the title alone.

Look What Showed Up

This week I was in the process of cleaning up my external drives to consolidate them into one. You know the thing, getting rid of old stuff that I haven’t seen in a decade like old vanilla movie downloads, eradicating all traces of people and erasing them completely from my life, trying to sort through the duplicate (a never ending task) images. The list goes on and on. While I was doing this though I found an old pic of Pixie and I from one of her own LAP productions. This image I have never posted before so here you go. In fact the work that I am doing on my external drives might be good for you lot, because I am finding images that I haven’t seen in ages and completely forgot they existed.

I still have my ethics though, I would never betray anyone. Even if I haven’t seen a person for 15 years, if I didn’t have permission to post a pic 15 years ago then that criteria still applies today. Maybe one day I will meet some of these people again and I can share some awesome videos. I took many private videos over the years, but as I said, my ethics are so strong that I couldn’t even consider breaking someone’s trust. So for those of you who I have private videos with, know that they will never be shown, EVER, even if we never see each other again, I have your back and always will do. That’s one of the reasons that I want to put everything onto one external drive, so that I can label it to be sent to my good friend so that he can destroy it in the event that anything happens to me.

My old man passed away at 71 of a heart attack, my brothers died of heart attacks at 41 and 56 respectively. I’m 58 now, you don’t need to be a scientist to see the writing on the wall, haha. That’s why I plan to fully enjoy whatever time I have left and why I want to see as many countries as I can. Anyway, here is the spanking pic, and as an added bonus there is a short clip below the image fearing Rosé and Lisa from BLACKPINK, the Korean supergroup. In the video Rosé slaps Lisa on the butt and then Lisa rubs her cheek. Nothing much to write home about, but a fun clip. This will especially please those of you who like tickling because Lisa sure does get Rosé back afterwards 🙂

F/M Friday 37

Since I left Twitter I have been completely out of the loop, sometimes you don’t realize just how much you use a forum to stay in touch with people until it is no longer there. There are times in life though that you have to weigh the pros and cons and make a decision, so I don’t have any regrets in leaving, even if it means that I have lost touch with a lot of people. Of course by not being around you also miss what is going on in the spanking world 🙂

Sometimes you have to go against conventional wisdom and take a stand for what you know is the correct thing to do, even if it comes at a personal cost to yourself. I couldn’t live with myself if I knew that something wasn’t true about someone and I decided not to say or do anything about it. So I will take my lumps in the hopes that one day everyone else will find out that what they initially believed to be true about someone, was in fact quite to the contrary. Even if that doesn’t happen, at least I stayed true to myself and I stuck by that person, and I feel very good about making that choice.

On the vanilla front my Youtube channel is moving along very nicely. Right now I am just 68 subscribers away from one thousand, though I will still need 900 more hours of watch time before I can monetize the channel. My expectation is that perhaps by August I will be very close to achieving both benchmarks and I can start to really build my personal brand. It is something that I have grafted over for two years now, and generally my videos only get about a hundred views. However, this is what I call the “Paying my dues” stage. Hopefully one day my hard work will pay off.

What is strange about Youtube though is that you have to adapt on the fly. My initial goal had been to travel around the world and share videos from the various countries that I plan to visit, but my experience so far has been that not many people are interested in seeing the places that I want to visit, they are only interested in hearing about New York City. A good portion of my audience comes from Asian countries, so if I want to stand out then I will also need to plan to tell stories about the places I visit in Asia, while also prescheduling New York videos in my absence. My hope is to still visit South Korea this winter if all progresses well on the pandemic front. Initially I wanted to visit Taiwan on the same trip, but I am going to have to play that by ear because none of us really know what international travel is going to look like in 2022. I just know that I will go somewhere this winter, I just don’t know where yet 🙂

So anyway, as I mentioned earlier, I’m no longer on social media with a spanking profile so I miss out on everything that is going on. My only real connection to the spanking universe right now is this blog, and a weekly visit to SpankingTube. Of course there are still a handful of people who stay in touch with me via email.

While I was on SpankingTube this week I noticed that Dana Specht has a new film up, but in actuality it is an old film that has never been released before. Before we get to that though, keep in mind that virtually all of Dana’s spanking films can now be purchased as a digital download, and a lot of the old films have had the quality vastly improved. If this weeks F/M spanking video is not your cup of tea, perhaps you will find another F/F or F/M video that suits your needs. You can visit DANA’S DIGITAL SPANKING STORE by clicking on the highlighted text.

The new video, or should I say the old video that has never been released before, features David who has appeared in many of Dana’s films, and I dare say has appeared in many of Dana’s best selling videos. The premise of the story is one that Dana has spoken about many times in the many interviews that we have done together over the years, and it is apparently a popular request made to Dana in sessions as well. The young man in question getting caught with his hand in the panty drawer. The cost of the digital download is $29 I believe.

In this scenario it is done within a family dynamic, but I guess you could also use your imagination and create your own scenario. In fact Dana and David have enacted a similar scene in another video where Dana was David’s next door neighbor (Punished for peeping). If you want to see this post on Dana’s site then just CLICK HERE to go directly to the video page for this title. In fact I wrote this post last night and when I went to get the links this morning I saw that Dana’s webmaster has also put up a new post today featuring a few dozen SCREENCAPS from the above mentioned video.

So if you have ever done a panty raid, this is what could happen to you if Dana ever finds out about it!!

On a side note, Wikipedia also has a page detailing the history of PANTY RAIDS which was surprisingly an interesting read regarding the origins of it, and how less inhibited attitudes towards sexual intercourse in the 1970s led to the fading of panty raids. It was still going on consistently in the 1980s though, I worked at two summer camps for a total of six summers in the 1980s and barely a week went by where some female counselor was having to retrieve her scanty undies that were flying from the flagpole in the morning, or the silky trophies would be dangling from the bedposts in every male counselors dorm.

It would only be a guess, but I would imagine that now that we are in the 2020s, I would have a hard time thinking that the practice would exist in any form nowadays. Perpetrators would more than likely be arrested for sexual harassment and would likely be expelled from college. Mind you, with the advent of porn on the Internet, the panty raid seems to be a rather outdated idea, doesn’t it?

School Dinners

I was trying to come up with something for St. George’s Day today, but I don’t have any spanking pics that depict either the English flag nor the St. George flag. Of course there are a lot of English themed F/M pics out there, but they don’t belong to me and anyone who is into that genre has probably seen them anyway.

So what I did this morning was to go looking for an image from the 1980’s school themed restaurant in London called “School Dinners”.

Unfortunately I couldn’t find any that featured spanking, but I did find this video clip of the restaurant with German narration. Now you won’t see too much here, a bunch of women dressed as schoolgirls, some upskirt shots and the you see one guy get a double caning from the front, probably about 50 strokes from the two canes being delivered very quickly.

It isn’t much to see, but it is of historical importance so I hope that a few of you enjoy it.

Roy Rogers Comic

Comic book spankings are something that I post very infrequently, this is mostly because the market is already covered by the CHICAGO SPANKING REVIEW. The only time that I will post one is if I have something new to offer to what Webed has already posted over there, and today is one of those days.

Eleven years ago Webed posted THIS ROY ROGERS spanking scene, but he didn’t have a date of the comic nor a very clear version of it. Well I am happy to report that I just found a few new panels for the July 1951 edition of the Roy Rogers comic, in color. Each image opens to a larger version if needed, so just click on each one should you need to.

On the vanilla front I also wanted to share this. This week my favorite Japanese singer, AiNA THE END, releases her first solo album, and over on Youtube they have used the platform to display her talents ahead of the release.

This first track was done for a popular Japanese Youtube channel and it blew up on Japanese media, it has had over 4 million views in just one week online. This really displays AiNA’s raw talent, just her and a piano. It was previewed on all of Japan’s morning TV shows and the critics online have gone mental over how good it is. Please give it a listen if you can, the subtitles work in English so just click the CC button. I flew to Japan pretty much specifically to see this girl sing. I paid $150 per ticket for two shows (to see the band BiSH, who she sings with), and I remember the ticket reseller laughing at me when I asked what the chances were that he could get me tickets. One year later the ticket prices were doubled, lol. Now I have no idea how much it will cost to see her.

Secondly, AiNA also released a video on her own channel of one of the songs from the upcoming album. Six years ago AiNA wrote this song and this was also the track that she sang successfully for her audition to the band, BiSH. The video is really important to me because it tells the story of her journey. How she went from being homeless to being a household superstar. She is a very humble young lady and I freakin’ love this song!!

Scarlett Hill DVD’s

*UPDATE* Scarlett Hill DVD’s are no longer being sold by the company!!

Male-Female DVD’s

Domestic Discipline At Home
Temperatures Rising
You’re In The Army NOW, Young Lady
Sassy Sister’s Spankings
Overdrawn & Overdue
Backfields In Motion
Spanking-Hot Screen Tests
Tomboy Tease
Starlet’s Sobering Spankings
Daughter’s Never Too Old Discipline

As you can see below, that is indeed Jennifer Brooks in the trailer for Tomboy Tease. A young Niki Flynn also appears in their DVD archive.

Female-Female DVD’s

The Governess and the Spoiled Brat
Aunty’s Old-Fashioned Medicine
Lady Takes A Chance And Loses
A Sudden Spank
Head Nurse’s Old-Fashioned Remedy
Cheeky Coed’s Comeuppance
Roommate’s Roasted Rump
A Wife’s Revenge

The clip below is from Aunty’s Old Fashioned Medicine. The film seems to have quite a touch of the hotness factor, pajamas, bare bottom bedtime spanking, a sturdy hairbrush and a rather strict Aunt. What is not to like?

Female-Male DVD’s

Vengeful Vixen
Very Determined Disciplinarian
Chastise Thy Neighbor
Stern Stepsister Takes Charge
Stern Stepsister Takes TOTAL CHARGE
Driver Education
Firm Handed Female Boss
Secret Desires: A Spanking Love Story
A Very Sorry Photographer #1
A Very Sorry Photographer #2
Parker School Punishment
At Madame’s Mercy
Smoking Husband’s Severe Spankings

And for the final trailer we have Stern Stepsister takes charge, though I would imagine that no matter what her role is, his reaction is going to be the same 😉

F/M Friday 31 – Dana Spanks David

If you were to visit DANA’S SPANKINGTUBE PAGE, you will see that all of her most viewed videos are from the series where she spanks her long time naughty boy, David. Theirs is a dynamic that seems to resonate with a lot of people, certainly for those people who like to see a well performed roleplay, especially if it is maternal spanking that they seek.

Is it that the viewer is imagining themselves playing David’s role? Imagining that they are the one getting the exact same spanking from Dana? There has to be something there with the chemistry between the two of them. It is funny because I don’t even watch F/M Spanking videos, it just isn’t aesthetically pleasing to me. However, I have no problem watching Dana and David, and in fact the only F/M film that I have ever watched in its entirety is also a Dana and David film. It is because it is more than spanking, it is the whole dynamic that the two of them share.

In this post I will share with you the six trailers that are up on Spanking Tube, but most importantly I will provide you with the links where you can read about each film and purchase the full digital download if you so desire. The videos will appear starting with the most recently posted on Spanking Tube.

First up is DAVID’S STRICT MOM. Pretty much all I know about this film is that it is a follow up to the film A Very Angry Mom. In this clip you get to see something that you rarely see in a spanking film, and that is a proper spanking with a sandal. An honest to goodness butt whooping with a leather sandal. Almost two spanks per second and being lectured throughout the whole spanking as well. BUY THE FULL DOWNLOAD HERE.

Next up is the only F/M film that I have ever seen in full, and that is PUNISHED FOR PEEPING. For many people they have to separate thoughts of family from their spanking world, so what better substitute than the woman who lives next door to start giving out the spankings? Dana and I have discussed this topic many times in our interviews as it is a very popular fantasy. Dana seems like a natural selection to play the role of the spanking neighbor.

In particular I like the opening scene in this film. The one where Dana discovers the young man next door peeking on her as she is getting dressed. After she brings him in he is forced with a choice of two scenarios, either his behavior is reported, or Dana will take care of the matter herself in the tried and true old fashioned manner. The first part of the spanking is especially good to me, the part where Dana pulls his pants down and spanks him over his boxers. It is so heavily ingrained in me, to a point that I don’t even understand it, that a spanking over clothing is far more realistic than any bare bottomed spanking could ever be. It is a psychological barrier that I can never break from. It may even surprise you to know that well over 90% of spankings that I have given have been on a clothed bottom. The only times that we go bare is either when I am making a spanking film, or if it is specifically requested by the bottom in order to enhance the scene for them. I have often wondered why, is it because a covered bottom removes all aspects of sexuality from a scene?

Anyway, the film is broken down into two portions, the second part of which is forced feminization if that is something that you enjoy. It almost feels like two separate spanking films to be honest. Having seen the film I felt that there was an opportunity to tie the scenes in closer together. I often thought that a natural tie in could have happened during the initial spanking, when Dana pulled his boxers down, only to discover his naughty little secret with what he was wearing of hers underneath his boxers. Can you imagine her reaction to her privacy being invaded in such a manner, completely oblivious to his excuses that it was just a prank, a joke, a mistake, a dare, an error of judgement, he had just better hope that there is not a hairbrush or a wooden spoon within reaching distance, because this is going to hurt him a lot more than it is going to hurt Dana, a LOT more.

Anyway, if you wish to purchase this download, you can do so RIGHT HERE.

Next on the list of Spanking Tube videos to be updated is SPANKED BY THE BABYSITTER. Another roleplay scenario where the babysitter has an idea that the grown boy that she is babysitting still gets spanked by his mom. David of course tests the waters, while Dana lets it be known , albeit in a playful way, that she will in fact spank him if she has to. Of course David keeps on pushing until he has pushed way too far, and he finds out for himself that his babysitter is just as proficient as his mom is when it comes to spanking a naughty boy. Worst yet though, just wait until his mom comes home and finds out what the babysitter had to do to him. Dana plays the roles of both the babysitter and the mom in this video, and things go from worse to worse for David as the film progresses.

Spanked by the babysitter can be purchased RIGHT HERE.

Next up is DAVID’S LITTLE SECRET.

Now I have to be honest, I know very little about this film, only what we see in the trailer. However the film is nearly one hour long, so if you like the dynamic between Dana and David then I am sure that you will love this film as well. Here is what is really funny, in the trailer below you will initially see Dana dish out a good mouth soaping. Now mouth soaping has never been something that was even a remote interest to me, I have never given one and I don’t think that I ever would even if asked. Aside from that, Dana is in her total “Mommy Dearest” character and generally speaking in a spanking related scenario, that would be a complete turn off for me. But for whatever reason it works!! Just watch it, how incredible is that acting by Dana? I mean that one line in particular, breaking right in mid sentence “Don’t you dare spit that stuff out”, lol, a top could learn so many lessons just by watching Dana give out those tongue lashings!!

This will be for a future post, but part of the skill that Dana possesses in something that I have learned a lot from. I have always been someone who has used my voice a lot when in a spanking scene, but by watching Dana I have been able to adjust my tone and inflection to make for better scenes overall. You know I have spoken a lot lately about my interest level in the spanking world waning, but there is still a lot of good out there that I want to do and there is a lot that still excites me. It is my focus that needs to readjust, I am sure of it. Sometimes I am just too proud and I focus my attention too much on honoring my own pride, there are certain things that I just cannot accept without confronting each and every one of them in person. My focus has to be on what makes me happy, I can’t change the things that disappoint me and anger me.

Anyway, back to the spanking films!! Like I said, we will do a scolding video within a month or so because Dana is the Queen of scolding. In the Punished For Peeping video there is one line in particular that she says that I think is quite possibly the best delivered spanking line I have ever heard. So in the film below you are virtually guaranteed to get a lot of gratuitous scolding as Dana puts David through almost an entire hour of various disciplines!!

Buy DAVID’S LITTLE SECRET RIGHT HERE.

And finally, and quite possibly the best selling video on Dana’s site, is the benchmark video A VERY ANGRY MOM.

If you like your spankings to be on the no nonsense end of the spectrum, this is very likely to be right up your street. Notice how hard Dana is spanking him on his pajamas in the very first spanking, you just know that there isn’t going to be any messing about in this video. The strap, the paddle, the hairbrush, the cane, all delivered in this video and all delivered soundly in a variety of positions.

Part 1 of the clips below is Dana’s most watched clip on Spanking Tube. CLICK HERE to purchase A Very Angry Mom.

Two Long Years

Two years ago I wasn’t sure what was going to happen, I was in the darkest place that I have ever been in once my last remaining brother had passed away. In a relatively short period of time I lost both of my parents and both of my brothers, and I will be really honest, I almost gave up. Now I’m not saying that I was suicidal (though there were some thoughts) but there was, and perhaps still is, a deep depression. The type of depression where I just didn’t give a fuck anymore, if something was going to happen then let’s hurry up and get it over with already.

The way that I resolved these dark thoughts was with my initial trip to Japan in 2018. Originally my brother and I were going to go to Japan together in 2019, when he passed away I moved the trip up a year. For no other reason really than to give myself something to look forward to, because there didn’t seem much left to look forward to. I’ve always been a loner, but for the first time in my life I actually felt lonely, if that makes any sense. Travelling the world has helped me out a lot, because it gives me something to look forward to.

The feelings still exist, especially around special occasions. In fact it is so bad that I have removed my birthday from all social media platforms, I just don’t want anyone to know when my birthday is, other than to use it as a platform to make birthday spanking posts right here on my blog. It is really hard to avoid those special occasions though. Not only do I have 4 birth dates that I remember, but now I also have 4 anniversary dates of when people passed away as well.

Over the last two years things have started to get better, though it would be fair to say that it feels like almost every night a member of my family appears in my nightmares. The dark thoughts have been minimized, about the only thought left now is that I still don’t give a fuck what happens. Nowadays though it is more about moving forward where those thoughts are concerned, eliminating areas that are likely to trigger some mental health issues and focusing on the things that bring positive thoughts to my mind.

Travelling had been one of those happy places, and it isn’t just the travelling, it is the preparation, the excitement and the anticipation. Which of course brings us to 2020, and nobody can travel anywhere, lol. It would be only reasonable to question ones own mortality, I mean I’m only 57, but both of my brothers and my father died of heart attacks, and my brothers were only 41 and 56 years old respectively. Now it is quite possible that I can spend the next 20 years all alone with my thoughts, kind of like a slow torture, but you never really know when your number is up. All I know is that I don’t have a whole lot of time ahead of me, and I want to spend that time visiting as many cultures and lifestyles as I can possibly cram into whatever time I have left, even if it is 20 years.

There used to be a time where I would dream happy spanking thoughts, but I doubt if I have had a spanking dream in like 5 years. The interest is still there, but it has waned so badly over the last few years. I will be transparent though, my interest was waning before some of the tragedies in my life happened. That’s on nobody but me, it’s all about how we individually respond to the negative aspects of our lifestyle. There may even be a time that I can pinpoint where the tide was turning for me, which coincided around the time that my mother died. I had reached that pinnacle where I had achieved everything that I wanted to achieve in the spanking world, and a couple of other events in 2015, which were probably my own fault to a large degree, started to make me feel like “I am done with this”.

From there it has spiraled a bit, and of course when you combine that with the clinical depression (I no longer need any form of assistance there, either chemically or mentally) then it is such a downward turn.

Right now I am trying to build myself up to attend two more parties, there are just a few things that I want to do, one of which is to make a film that I really want to make. At the same time I have to take precautions, because it won’t take too much at all for me to address some issues. So that is where the battle is right now, envisioning this spanking dream that I have, while at the same time fighting this sense of betrayal. Whatever my legacy is in the spanking world, I’m quite happy with where it currently is, even if it is seen negatively, I’m happy within myself to be content with who I am. The last thing that I want to do, is do something that will make me feel disappointed with myself. It’s kind of like cashing out at a casino, I’m happy with what I have already, I don’t need any more 🙂

The film that I am looking to make is going to be a custom video that will pretty much be for myself. Obviously I will look to sell it, but based on past experience I am likely to lose a lot of money on this venture. Now I have always been known to pay spanking models well, but as this one will be special to me then I am even going to pay above that, and I will even pay the female top that I want as well as letting her sell the movie herself.

I mean it might be redundant by the time the next spanking party comes around. By that time we might end up at a stage where no spanking model in the spanking world will want to work with me, it’s possible that the hate could spread to such a degree by that time. I’m pretty sure that one model who has been a long time friend will work with me again, and the second person that I would like to work with I’m afraid that I don’t really know her so well. She has always been friendly with me online though, even to this day, but things can change in 6 months 🙂

There is hope, I will be positive because I really don’t want any model to miss out on a opportunity to earn a few hundreds dollars. Heck, if it goes as well as I hope, then I might even be inspired to do a sequel. There is this vision that I have of these two summer camp counselors falling afoul of the senior counselor (played by me) who ineffectively spanks them. I’m comfortable within myself to give nothing more than a mild spanking. The girls then cause a problem that makes the Camp Director have to take immediate and swift action. A lady who has given hundreds of spankings and knows just exactly what these two girls really need.

I can see the girls now in matching t-shirts and shorts, matching bikini style white nylon panties….. hey, this is my film and I will damn well make sure that the clothing matches my vision…. and of course two matching red bottoms. A spanking from the senior counselor on shorts and panties, a longer spanking by the camp director on shorts and panties, and then the coup de grace, the last night of camp where the girls are repentant to the camp director, both feeling guilty over the trouble that they have caused. This will be a spanking over pajama bottoms and panties, and by this time I will already have what I want, so if the female top needs some bare bottom footage for her site then we can continue from there.

Comparatively speaking, this will probably be one of the easier assignments for a spanking model. Not much more than a warm up spanking from me, and then two hard hand spankings from the female top, with maybe, just maybe a hairbrush or small paddle thrown in for a small portion of the final scene. The girls could probably end up covering their hotel room for most of the party from this one assignment alone.

I still need to write a script, and I fully intend to do a voice over, either alone, or with some of the dialogue being spoken by the female top. The film itself though is more about the physical and mental aesthetic more than anything else. It is something that I would really love to do. I will keep you all posted on the potential film. Assuming of course that there will be another spanking party anytime soon 🙂

The Dana Specht Filmography

Why am I doing this you may wonder, well it is just who I am. If you look through the pages on my site you will see that I have linked to the Clips4sale sites of dozens of independent studios, and the chances are that 99% of them don’t even know that I am promoting their stores. There is a vendors page where I promote the vendors of spanking implements, and these folks do know that the links are there because I coordinated with them. It’s all about love and doing something right in the world, there is already far too much hate.

This could also be my swansong as I am not certain if I will return to the spanking party scene. There is still a while to go before I have to make that decision, and if I do go it will be two more parties and that will be it. The positives are that I really want to make one more movie and I want to make my way. It will be for me, and if people buy it then fine, but if not then it will be for my personal collection anyway. There is also an issue of pride. I am a firm believer in standing on my own two feet and confronting any situations by myself, alone, in person. I’m not a vengeful man, nor am I vindictive, and I would never use my platform to intentionally act maliciously towards another person, but I do believe in standing tall and standing proud. There isn’t a hateful bone in my body, but this is something that I have to do so that I can hold my head up high, it is a must. I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t give a whole bunch of people an opportunity to say whatever they have to say to me in person, when I am all alone, with nobody else around, and then I can leave it all behind me.

The movie I really do want to make though, so there is a decent chance that I will attend two more spanking parties before leaving the active scene. Hopefully by the time we get to that point, there will be a couple of girls who wouldn’t mind filming with me, and I will be able to pretty much cover their weekend hotel room fees. I normally pay the ladies pretty well anyway, but for this movie I would pay them even better than before. In fact it is so important to me that I might even buy matching uniforms for the models 🙂 More on that much later though. Myself and Dana would be the spankers!!

Back to the topic at hand!!

Over the last few weeks I have been working with Dana’s web magician to get a SPANKING BLOG up and running for her. My role in all of this is pretty basic, I’m just helping with the aesthetics of the blog being that I have run one for so many years. This weekend I started to add blog links and I will continue to do that with any blogger who wants to exchange links. The main purpose behind all of this is to get the blog some visibility and to show people that it is in a different location to Dana’s main website. The more people that I can get to bookmark the blog then the happier I will be.

Last week I also put in a tracking code to measure the traffic, and I was specifically interested in finding out which movie pages people were going to. On my website, the top two “DANA” posts are for the movies A VERY ANGRY MOM and PUNISHED FOR PEEPING. They are also the top two viewed movies on Dana’s blog, but then I thought about it, the reason that they are probably the top two on Dana’s site is because I am sending the traffic to those two pages. The image below is actually from Punished For Peeping and I have used this image a lot, I think that it is an awesome image that checks a lot of boxes.

So what I want to do is copy the entire filmography so far and see where people head to from this blog. I can measure the traffic to show what movies people are clicking on from this blog. Now do keep in mind, the list below is ONLY the movies that currently have trailers. So you click on any link that catches your eye and it will open up and there will be a two minute spanking trailer for you to watch. Dana’s entire collection can now be purchased as a digital download, and you can find all titles on DANA SPECHT’S FILMOGRAPHY page. Her web magician is adding new trailers all the time so be sure to bookmark Dana’s blog and save it into your favorites. Just click on any link below to watch the spanking trailer for that film.

Be sure to go back frequently as new trailers are added.