It has been an unusual week in terms of thinking about this blog. I’m coming up on 15 years now and I got to thinking this week, is this it? The blog is paid for until May of next year, so I guess I have until then to decide. Even then though, it wouldn’t kill me to keep paying the $150 a year to keep the blog alive as an archive. The link on the far right pays me about $400-$500 a year, so I’m not out of pocket there. Mind you, that doesn’t take into account all of the subscriptions that I pay for to locate this material for you all. Even so, I’m not out of pocket at the end of the day.
I guess it will continue to go in ebbs and flows for me. I have left the active scene both in person and online, and my only connection nowadays to the spanking world is solely through this blog. I’m sure the blog will keep going, a part of me got to thinking that if I ever did want to separate myself completely from the spanking world then this blog would have to go. To be honest though, the blog is pretty stress free. There is the occasional hate message that will appear in my “Awaiting moderation” comment section, but I can of course simply ban IP’s so I only get to see them once. Further to that, even that is stress free because I have this ingrained mindset that it never reflects poorly on me, it reflects poorly on the people who act that way on the Internet.
A little bit off topic, but I was engaged in a similar discussion on a Youtube forum about video dislikes as well. I felt so empowered as an educator and as a person of inspiration. My contribution, and again it is a deep set feeling, was as follows. If, out of 100 people, you get 99 likes and 1 dislike, why are you focusing on that one dislike/negative comment? Out of 100 people, only one person is not like the other 99. That isn’t your problem, that’s their problem. Just try and imagine living your life in such a manner, what a horrible thought, dear lord.
Anyway, enough of my nonsense, here is this weeks contribution which will be added to my SPANKING FINDS album.