The above picture was created by the genius known as Radagast.

Here goes a Windsor ego post you may be thinking, lol, you are wrong though. Over on Fetlife I created a discussion group that has quickly become my favorite online visit each day. There are so many wise people who offer their opinions and the discussions that people start are really good, well worth a visit if you want —–> The Spanking World

It was during one of these discussions that someone referred to me as an Ultra Popular Top in what I determined was an attempt to devalue my opinion. A reply came back that it was written because I was coming across as arrogant, so I accept that explanation. The unfortunate part though is you just know how bad my girls are. It took less than ten minutes before the explosion took place and I garnered a new nickname that has stuck, UPT (Ultra Popular Top). Everyone is having fun with it and Rad was awesome in coming up with this book cover, kudos my friend.

Overall it has been a very tough week though, I’m going mental trying to get everything ready for the FMS party, the DVD’s, presentations cards and video editing, let alone the Dana Specht interview that I still have to edit, and I have to finish up the Missy story 🙂

I have also had to deal with anger issues this week, something that I am normally in complete control of, I mean, I was seething. I’m not going to go into details aside from the fact that what was said about a former play partner of mine, a girl who to this day holds a very special place in my heart, I found to be so revolting that I had to build myself a support network just to prevent myself from exploding. Thankfully I didn’t, instead I dealt with it the best way that I knew how. This is where it is great to have my friends who were a big support and a voice of reason. On the positive side, it also probably brought my relationship with the girl even closer as well.

Okay, I said I wasn’t go to display my ego, but, just in case you will think there is something wrong with me if I didn’t, you can always head over to the beautiful Beth’s blog and read her report. Beth is such a classy lady and it was an absolute honor to have the chance to play with her.